In 1910, former Brigadier General Ellis Spear wrote a letter to his 12
year old granddaughter. In his own unique manner, he describes his experience as then Major
Spear of the 20th Maine and the conflict on the Southern face of Little Round Top, July 2
1863. He also not so subtly reveals his opinions on others' descriptions of their roles in
this famous battle.
"Dear Mildred:
I was very much surprised to learn from your letter that you were not at the Battle of
Gettysburg. So many people were there that I do not fully understand how you missed it! It is
not unreasonable, therefore, that you should wish to know something about it. I fear you will
never know all about it. Nobody does and nobody ever did, nor ever will. It was a very mixed up
and extensive affair. At the end of the first day it was "to be continued in our next"; at the
end of the second day it was "to be continued in our next"; and at the end of the third day, the
enemy, that is to say, the Confederates ran away after dark with out so much as thanking us for
the entertainment we had afforded them, or bidding us goodbye, nor did they give us an
opportunity to ask them to call again. Indeed their manners were bad from first to last. They
came up to us with loaded guns, which shows that their viciousness was premeditated and
intentional. As the trees were too small, and the rocks too low, to afford shelter, we were
positively obliged to shoot back at them, a thing we never should have thought of doing if they
had not come, as we fully understood that the firing was liable to hurt them. As you will infer
from what I have said, I did not see the whole of the battle; but I saw enough, and was quite
satisfied with that. Nor did I hear anybody complain of lack; there was enough to go around.
We faced then to the left because we expected the enemy to sneak up in the woods and try to get
behind us and shoot us in the back, a thing which every good soldier abhors, but which the
Confederates were just mean enough to do. Well, there we were standing for more than a minute, a
good deal more, as we were not in a hurry. In front of us, across the ravine was a big steep
hill. It must have been one of the hills which was in the country when Columbus discovered
America, as it was covered with great trees, thick with limbs and leaves and on the slopes were
great rocks. Quite soon enough a long line of enemy appeared all at once emerging from these
woods. They must have felt pretty cheap, when coming into view, they saw that they had not
gotten behind us, but that we were there looking right in their faces, as much as to say -
the trick didn't work. They were so mad they began firing at once; and, of course, we fired
right back, as was right since they began it. Then there began a fuss and a mess, such a noise
you could not hear a particular bang, smoke and yelling, and the smell of gunpowder, and the
air was very unhealthy. And it soon became very serious, for the men were dropping, but most
in your Grandfather Keene's company, which was in the center and carried the colors, and in
which more than half the men were killed and wounded before the battle was over. I went along
here during the fight and saw all the men down about the colors, excepting the color-bearer
himself, and he had picked up a gun (for a color-bearer does not carry a gun) but this was
dropped by one of the men who fell. He was resting the color staff on the ground, with his
left arm around the flag and was loading and firing as coolly as if he were doing it all, and
I noticed that he was chewing a paper cartridge paper torn from a bullet. The soldiers in that
time used paper cartridges and tore them with their teeth.
But after a while it became very tiresome and monotonous to stand there and be fired at, and
we fixed bayonets, and made a rush for the enemy. Just then they all seemed to remember
something they had left at home, or had forgotten to do, and they ran like mad, intending, I
have no doubt, to go in the direction of home and their mothers. But in their haste, and
unfamiliarity with the country, a great many, two or three hundred, ran into a worm fence lane.
A worm fence is not made of worms, but of rails in the shape of worms, but I cannot now
describe it particularly, as the rebs are in the lane and may get out and escape. You can at
your leisure look that matter up in the encyclopedia while I attend to the Confederates. In
fact they did try to get out, some of them, and these got upon the fence, and, painful as the
necessity was, we were obliged to shoot them. I mean there were some thus impudently trying to
scale the fence and escape without asking leave. The rest, who dropped their guns & showed
signs of repentance, we magnanimously spared and accepted their apologies. A great many deeds
of valor were performed, but in the excitement of the time and the [unintelligible] mental
occupation & close attention to the business, they were not noticed; but may have been invented
since, after much reflection and in an amplified form - It is much easier to tell about a battle
than to fight it; and safer, especially after a lapse of 47 years and the witnesses have become
few and scattered. For instance, it has since been found that one of our men who had a very long
gun and a long bayonet fixed on the end ran through one Confederate, and then another and another
until he had six, like a string of fish, and then he put the gun over his shoulder & marched off,
satisfied that he had done his share while six pairs of legs were wriggling behind him. Another
man, instead of returning his ramrod to the gun after loading, ran it down his throat, to save
time and then held it until he wanted to load again. The Colonel got off his horse, seized a
rail in both hands & rushed at the enemy, with two handed sway brandished aloft the horrid edge
(of the rail) came down wide wasting, and this way packed up the charge. No wonder the
Confederates thought their mothers wanted them at home. I should not forget to add that the
Colonel's horse, emulating the spirit of the Colonel, rushed after him & fell upon the enemy
biting and kicking.
Later when we had gathered in the prisoners, we followed those of the enemy who had retreated
up the hill, and captured more of them on the other side. Then without supper or bed we lay
down in the woods and slept, and as it is late and this letter is already too long, I think it
better to do the same thing.
Another day, and in another [unintelligible] I may tell you about the general plan of the
battle, though that would be rather dull.
In the meantime I am
Your loving grandfather