In 1861, Sam Watkins, a store clerk, answered the call of his home state by enlisting as a
Private in the 1st Tennessee, Company H. Remaining with his unit throughout the conflict, he later
put pen to paper, writing about the tedium and terror of war for his children. After nearly 20 years,
the war remained fresh in his mind. Unlike so many grand histories, Sam tended towards the
experiences of the common soldier while avoiding the more epic tellings of the mythical glory and
grandeur of war. Towards the end of his reminiscences, he would include a simple but elegantly
summary.
"We were inured to privations and hardships; had been upon every march, in every battle, in
every skirmish, in every advance, in every retreat, in every victory, in every defeat. We had laid
under the burning heat of a tropical sun; had made the cold, frozen earth our bed, with no covering
save the blue canopy of heaven; had braved dangers, had breasted floods; had seen our comrades slain
upon our right and our left hand; had heard guns that carried death in their missiles; had heard the
shouts of the charge; had seen the enemy in full retreat and flying in every direction; had heard the
shrieks and groans of the wounded and dying; had seen the blood of our countrymen dyeing the earth
and enriching the soil; had been hungry when there was nothing to eat; had been in rags and tatters.
We had marked the frozen earth with bloody and unshod feet; had been elated with victory and crushed
by defeat; had seen and felt the pleasure of the life of a soldier, and had drank the cup to its
dregs. Yes, we had seen it all, and had shared in its hopes and its fears; its love and its hate; its
good and its bad; its virtue and its vice; its glories and its shame.
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